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2025-04-01 22:12:17 +0000 UTC View PostSigh 😔 things that broke my 💔
Not able to have mini babies.
Pain for life until I di33
Take medication for Life
Not Seeing my baby cousin grow up
Family & friends can break your heart too.
Having my personal items be taken away constantly.
Losing friends online
Not standing up for myself sooner.
Being alone
Being stalk 24/7
Invade if privacy
Having many bullies get away with it & pretend to be good ppl
Sigh 😔 I remember how I wanted to erase the past and report people sigh 😔 they all act like my mother a vile self center unhappy witch. It was funny how they force me to transfer school to preppy school with Asian ppl who didn’t like me as much or take me home. They were mean and judgmental except some. Freshman year at freedom I met kind Asians who care for me even until the day. They even took me home and celebrate my birthday. They’re so kind! I still visit them. Sigh 😔 wish I didn’t transfer at all. Saddest part was me and Wendell couldn’t make it to each other graduation. 3 year difference. 🙃 realize that family was crap. They finally got rid of my mental insane brother that year too. He didn’t have friends and cover his face with his hair. Give me difficult time just cause I want friends. They were mad and judgmental against them. But only one was blah. 😒 she was the drama queen 👸🏻 and reason why everyone dislike her 24/7. She the reason why I became emo 🖤 and bulmic. She n my mother had the same birthday too. Scary o she bully me for my weight. I realize how unhealthy it was and cut her off. Less drama. 🥰🥰🥰 if she cherish peoople she wouldn’t be cruel to them. Honestly. Value them because they draw me and cherish me as human beings. I know they’re sad I’m suffering sigh 😔 if I go back to the past I would just report everyone who made life hard. 🙃 I wish I was fully adoptive but not with the last name v@ng. Different one smh 🤦♀️ wasn’t fan of my mother very vile and mean. I don’t know 🤷♀️ she bully everyone in the whole family cause she the oldest. Smh 🤦♀️ I miss my baby cousins they grow tall than me 🥹🥹🥹. We grew apart 🥲 senior year was hardest because they didn’t want me to graduate early and with easy teacher. It was h3ll. Relive those moment with my injuries now. 🥲 In my nightmares. Traumatize where you’re in so much pain. Worse is a evil dog bite you because you tired of the evil owner torment you and the kitties.
2025-03-24 11:13:38 +0000 UTC View PostBe careful with who you mess with because she ain’t going tolerated anyone bs. Thinking it okay to be lying manipulative everyone get tired of ppl bs & lies. Thank God their evidences.
2025-03-20 10:59:31 +0000 UTC View PostStress out dog bite me so hard seen kitty trap n they meow at me cry 😭 the $5 post
2025-03-16 06:41:28 +0000 UTC View PostOne tree hill
Lindsey: The boy saw the comet and he felt as though his life had meaning. And when it went away, he waited his
entire life for it to come back to him.
2025-03-15 03:13:24 +0000 UTC View PostBack when I was skinny and pale asf! 😢
2025-03-13 05:08:51 +0000 UTC View PostWhy can’t I give up and die—-because you have documentation, evidence, recording and power to make a difference. Many people need a law to keep them alive through hardships. People in poverty need you. 🥺🥺🥺 seen many people who don’t do crap but killl the poor every day. Kindness can save someone life. The people n f up greedy self center family are people who don’t care about anyone but themselves. You seen how upset your baby cousin seen you suffered, you how much nuisance and hatred they cause you. Be better and save people. People helped you even if others threatened their career and well being. It’s been hard but I think I ready to finally do it. No more mercy everyone deserves to face consequences for their actions. Intentions harm and neglect. No matter how mean and gossip everyone was. The fact is Nc was never a home. I was born in Cali and was amazed how pretty the beach and San Francisco was but hate the summer heat. I know I won’t live much longer due to multiple illness but I hope to make a change. 🥲. It wasn’t about money 💴 it was justice. It was never okay to be bother and attack by many people. Home, school, church life wasn’t that great growing up. The Hmong community wasn’t kind to me as well. They mostly value bad things and bad people who party and do useless things to each other over girls or money. They label me as an emo girl 👧 but honestly they didn’t care about the suffered just looks. I never slept around with more than 3 people in my whole life or even have sex.. in high school or life in general that much, I just had big fat boobs smh 🤦♀️ people make a big deal about it. Yes they grew in 6th ugh 😩
2025-03-10 07:06:14 +0000 UTC View PostSorry my health been bad and I think I have bad fuel pump. Cry 😭 change battery, spark plug, fuel injector. Stressor of having a car that over 170,000 miles. She save my life and we through hardships. Bought her in 2020 with 47000 mileages. 2025 we going brokering strong together 😭😭😭. Going to many doctors in many states. Took me around the east coast trying to fix her when she was broke. 😭😭 very strong van. Having 24/7 charger saving my life with my phone and printing papers and laptop. Going to beaches, parks, zoo and seeing the whole east coast. Crying a lot in there and not knowing if life is worth living. Times where I never had a home. My car was my home, my freedom, my struggle and I didn’t want to stay there for over 2 years but I did painfully without much money without much food. My health slowly falling. Constant unnecessary stress from other people and their mental craziness. Protect me from people. People who attack me and cause stress. People who bother me because they have nothing better to do. You know how to damage a nerve damage girl who lost everything. This time there no damage mercy for all of you. Bad mouth me and causing unnecessary stress and pain. I visit a stranger just because my destination was on the way, my car have starter issues. Ignore it like a dummy. Ugh 😣 November I couldn’t talk or swallow as well because of strep throat and inflammation. Visit him because 5 cats 🐈 love cats and miss snowy. Went to shower but then I left stuff by accident that his brother notice. I be there around 11pm to shower and leave at 2 to sleep in my van. Amaze with city life and the crowded roads and places near each other. I saw the chubby grey cat he like me at first. The other 2 was shy and caution. I was happy. I heard a dog bark but he tell him to shut up every night so he can sleep. Didn’t know why the dog was trap upstairs. Why his bro was noisy. I planned to leave nov 7 to my destination for medical help. Then my car didn’t start after getting ice cream. I cry alot and triple aaa lied to me and lead me stranded because that evil bush n her kids lied about triple aaa policy. I wrote about her in my pain journal. Recorded incident and confrontation about her and her abusive son. Call him to help me. Before then his bro was angry n like who thus girl blah blah. Smh 🤦♀️ make a big deal. Complain about him to meet him there. Smh. 🤦♀️ it was weird they thought I was pretty and Vietnamese. Philadelphia. I ran back to the place I ran away to. Magically met people in 4 years to help me with my situation. It weird how I cry and ran away to see china town and have to come back there along the way. It was beautiful sky in November. Spend 2 weeks trapped with car not starting. Scared if I passed away. Be friend with his bro. Feel odd feeling about him. Then he process to help me and hold some issues with his brother about things. My car started again begin to write essays and stuff and spend time to find specialist to diagnose my nerve pain for legal issues. Bought air fryer, rice cooker and food to help them out. Bought the cats toys and foods. I love the kitties. Then seen the cats be trapped in basement. Was angry. 😠 then seen his mean side. Too when rejection hit him. It was scary, how ppl complain about his pitbull he lock the kitty up. I couldn’t play with the cat complain a lot about it. Dog bark 24/7 b cry a lot. Learn dog kill 2 cats. Was sad. Seen n heard dog bite bambam. She scream and hiss in pain like how snowy was bite in the leg by wild dogs. My friend process to discipline the big pitbull. Then look for her, she was in basement hiding. He pick her up. And give it to me I try to give her the heated blanket and check her for bites. I notice same thing with her and with snowy I can’t see their bite after they got bite. She was scared but went to kitchen and slept alone. I was worried . Feel like the dog would bite me too. Feeling. The next day she came to meow at me. I rub her neck and feel pain. Her tendon stuck out like white string. Was angry 😡. I wash her wounds with soap and water so it won’t get affected for 3 days. It got better. It happen in December. December 23 went to appointment. Suffocated my bad left arm. I couldn’t breathe slipped disc so bad to my nerve. Went back there to cry 😭 shouldn’t because they stresss me out too. Their personal life blah. The kitty make me happy. I sleep in basement with kitties and hated how his bro trap kitties in the cold and lead his dog downstairs on purpose. Sigh 😔 8 hours no food or water 💧 or more. I ran upstairs and shower. 🧼 and went down stairs. I feel down stair in angry because of my pms. Then I fell down not feeling my body it was odd due to my nerve pain too. Try to walk down but I landed on top my right leg hard thumps. It was weird. I limp out and cry. Emotional about everything. The next day I couldn’t walk. Both of legs was aching. January I went to er they didn’t give me a wheel chair I cry alot in pain. They make a boot then heavy and did illegal stuff against me. I cry a lot because I didn’t have a wheelchair and can’t walk. It was discrimination sigh 😔. Wait one month to heal. February I think it got worse. Catfight a lot over stupid crap. Gamble their $$ like crazy. Tf. I heal slowly I still in pain asf! Cry 😭. Write complaint and essay. Kick out during dead car and snow due to their $$$ issues. Was upset asf.. march which is now. His bro got mad at him, then yell at me to get out. I froze and was scared. Felt the abuse. Little by little. He brought his pitbull over near me. His pitbull sniff me and lick my whole mouth and I was disgusted. He say the same thing that abusive witch who trapped me 10 month about her f up son. Oh my pitbull want to show her love. Love meaning harassing and bother me when I keep my space n ill. Fixing my car little by little again. Replace part one by one sigh 😔 this week got tired of cat being trap on purpose and his pitbull trying to attack cats like he big and a bully. I was sad 😔 he was angry that I play with kitty. Kitty all love me even Ralph get jealous. Ralph the chubby cat will hiss at every cat who come to me he so jelly but he bipolar and scratch me when I pet him. Smh 🤦♀️ he go back n forth like every Human I meet. Sad 😢 I left my stuff near a friend house in nc n it all gone I was going get it back. Sigh 😔 I feel like they threw it away. I cry alot. 🥺 when the witch trapped me n I was free. Even though my car has issues. Anyways his bro used his pitbull as some type of abusive power. It been terrible remind me of that fat witch and her f up Son. Every trauma equal to call 911 and crying. His bro lock us out due to they’re stupid $$ sharing account issues bs. They won’t grow up and save money to live a better life. Tf. Cry 😭 car issues could beeen warranty free but damn evil companies n family in nc Ruin my whole life . I could never have a baby or a family 😔. Killll me alot. What the point of having friends if they drain me and delay my medical journey. They do help some but it cause unnecessary trauma and hatred. Wish it turn out different. I wish I could of have power to be born in different place like cat heaven. Being alive was hell. Yeah venting keeping documentations.
2025-03-09 07:54:28 +0000 UTC View PostI love kitty sigh 😔 I hate staying with ppl cause car dead cry 😭
2025-03-06 11:27:37 +0000 UTC View PostI have dye my hair constantly since middlee school and my hair has never fall easily out, usually I just brush it out the tangle and knot. It started by staying with toxic with n her kids. I feel inflammation and realize how easily my hair was dry and break off. Sigh I have car issues and court issues about my illness. No my hair was naturally thick and healthy and never fell out only one time when I bleach my hair 3x. lol 😂 due to my injuries and stressor of car broke sigh 😔
2025-03-05 06:23:22 +0000 UTC View PostCry 😭 I haven’t dye my hair in months it happen because everyone stress me out. I have fibromyalgia and disease that cause my hair to be brittle and dry, whenever I’m not that stress out my hair isn’t like this. It cause by these mean person over everything smh 🤦♀️ my hair get so dry that even conditioner can’t save it cry! I haven’t bleach my hair in forever plus my natural thick hair resist to bleach.
2025-03-03 19:17:16 +0000 UTC View PostI’m sorry make random old bundles
2025-02-23 09:47:24 +0000 UTC View PostMeaning writing essay, car issues and so forth . Sorry I been having night terrors dealing with big meanie head too smh 🤦♀️
2025-02-18 04:12:19 +0000 UTC View PostSigh 😔 focus on me and what I need to do I’m sad I broke my ankle due to some terrible neurologist
2025-01-21 23:45:47 +0000 UTC View PostCry 😭 when people steal your mail constantly I’m annoyed
2025-01-17 07:31:57 +0000 UTC View Post