I learn that place was never a home.
I learn that place was never a home.
2025-01-09 12:56:20 +0000 UTC View Post
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My therapist from 2019. She was the first to told me she wen..
My therapist from 2019. She was the first to told me she went to Thailand or Laos 20 years ago to teach Hmong women about saying no to white men. She told them to say no to them because they make promises to help them go to America for free education, job and wealth. In reality it was human trafficking. Taking advantage of poor women in poverty. I realized how privileged I was meaning that I do have some sort of freedom and rights to live in America. My Hmong kinds are struggling so badly in a place that treat them bad. I thought about how beautiful the jewelry and clothes they make. How handmade with their handwork. Maybe one day they can sell it online to many people all over the world as an income. I thought when I was little how beautiful Hmong clothes were and how cool the jewelry is. I thought how fancy my uncles wore the vest and pants. The women shouldn’t relay on no man or arrange marriage and be able to be independent. The Hmong clothes my grandma had me wear was pretty even my classmate was amaze how my outfit was when I show them in 7th grade. I’m was like hmm 🤨 really they think it pretty. lol 😆. Now my friend was like my Hmong cultures the only Asian who does fancy hat, jewelry and belt. It all means freedom from communism I didn’t know what it meant until someone point it out.
She proceeded to tell me that my story is a cycle of abuse, from school, home and work. I realize to break that cycle is to stand up and fight for myself. To make a change to make someone care about my story. To share evidence of medical gaslighting and abuse gaslighting. To painfully make a law to not let the working class people die to the rich. I hate this system so much. Many people work hard to provide and to survival. To used them up until they reach their physical limit is awful.
Being disable is awful. Not helping them
And let them suffered in vain. What type of capitalism is that. Violation of their constitutional right. I been fighting for my life. To graduate high school earlier, to get a job, to drive, to get a car, to get a career that was very crappy, “healthcare”, to get a house “780” credit score that die in vain. To get justice meaning to never let anyone get away from harming and bullying. It funny how when someone harm me and made me quit at that company. The supervisor believe he was this amazing guy when many people didn’t like him for being rude, grumpy and disrespectful. He have the audacity to get a gun to end it. You can choose to do better despite having a bad childhood or adulthood. He got his finger cut off. Hmm 🤔 it funny how she let people get away with things constantly who sleep around or ruin a marriage of 25 years. People like Chia who stabbed me in the back where I have this stabbing pain. They both cause this unnecessary stress from favoritism and doing illegal things. Very funny how I was in critical pain chia proceeded to say don’t sue the company or steal from them disability. She let a homewrecker who got Pregnant to 60 years old get disability, or multiple people like a guy with gout who leave from
Work constantly. Female who leave from work 10 minute in and out. My new supervisor protect me and the human resource from the main plant. It funny how 2 strangers seen how hard I work help me out when the first two took advantage. They both believe in me and should have give flower to them two instead. Those rainbow 🌈 save my life. I thought many times to let my illness take over meaning stop taking medication, stop changing insurance constantly due to stalking, stop finding multiple doctors for help or send evidence to court people or whoever. God has a plan for me. I need to make a change or law to save millions of people from work injuries, insurance denial, medical malpractice, government corruption, companies violation of labor law, personal injury denial from
Health insurance or work comp insurance, disability denial, social security denial, I learn the saddest truth in America. If you’re a doctor or health care provider that cause medical malpractice on you. The government protect them. Not you in the state that happen. Lawyers are against the government. Meaning workercomp
against the state. Medical malpractice against the healthcare provider who make money from the health insurance for the government. It was very painful to dealt the betrayal of many people and being take advantage of 10 month with a lazy fat witch who
Refuses to give her abusive son medical health and to get a side job to hustle. I never want to experience that bs but I did recently. I have to save the girls from them. They need to be safe and pray snowy and the kitty are okay. They have neighborhood of cats lover, he the most sweetest cat ever letting the kitty eat food. Super kind and funny. I didn’t save my cousin from their trauma but I could help the girls later on. No one save me from my mom & brother. She do evil things when my dad wasn’t home. It was awful the Asian people at school or church act like her wish bad things upon me or insult me. Dray was a cycle of my mother, insult me if I try to cook, laugh and mock at my boob, used me for things like money and such, keep me around for bs. The f up part is I was alone and then cry to my dad to help
Me with my car. He saw the rainbow too. It funny how people see rainbow with me or when they talk to me they see it later on. I want you to know if you’re struggling with depression anxiety and abuse. That you should pray for God and tell him you’re issues. Do good things in return and be kind to others and to
Yourself. You can’t just sit there and do nothing, you have to search and work for your happiness. No one gonna appear and give it to you. If you’re struggling search it up on google, computer to solve it like courage the cowardly dog did. He experienced some crazy shhhit but solve his issues with learning what’s to do by his computer like me and my car issues I YouTube it and get people to help me without paying over $500 for it and just pay $100 for it and return the tools right away to get my money back. Learning that triple aaa really save you multiple times from towing and key lock out or battery/starter issues. $55-100$ a year. That those cataclean for $25 really help clean out your car code. Having a 2019 dodge caravan really save my life no constantly break down. Very reliable vehicle like everyone told me. Just changing out the battery, spark plugs, coolant temp sensor and temperature and oil change. It all let me know on my dashboard the codes and when it need oils change or low tire pressure. I get low tire pressure on the right side due to me sleeping there. So I buy a air tire pump that hook up to my cigerette lighter to pump air up to 49 because I have junk in my car like clothes, water, food, portable toilet, portable electronic charger, blankets, toilet paper, tide pods, shampoo, portable wash bin, big wooden board. So forth. Buy car insurance only liability for $55 instead of full coverage only do it later.
Random stuff different stuff from then to then
Random stuff different stuff from then to then
2025-01-08 07:37:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Stand firm & won’t tolerate crappy people.🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🍀🍀🍀🍀
Stand firm & won’t tolerate crappy people.
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🍀🍀🍀🍀
The funny part about that person he was into druggy who has ..
The funny part about that person he was into druggy who has 2 kids and bother me hmmm 🤨 grouchy because I’m angry that he stalk me and bad mouth me to multiple people.
2025-01-06 03:34:48 +0000 UTC View PostHmm 🤨 I don’t really know you Hmong guys the one in nc being..
Hmm 🤨 I don’t really know you Hmong guys the one in nc being very cruel about my situation and spreading my onlyfan to people that talk crap and stalk me. Honestly it my life and struggles. No one cared in nc if I was abbus3, emo or sad. They just laugh at my depression but when I grew happy they get very angry. Honestly bb you cause enough trauma, inflammation and stress. Smh 🤦♀️ have the audacity to sleep around and won’t stop stalking me, I don’t want nothing to do with you and your family who bad mouth about me. Very cruel I rather be the grudge and haunt all of you! Plus you have time to talk to Amy someone who has 2 kids and party around like no tomorrow. Hmm 🤔 for 3 years. Moving on I don’t like stress from insecure man who talk to multiple girls online and sleep around. I never really sleep around. Very glad that I’m nothing like amy or pedobeaarr aunt, or the fat witch with 3 kids who they all cry about being a single mother. Well quit sleeping around without protection and whine about playing the victim when u choose terrible people on purpose and shitt. lol 😂 that what bb yang like easy target lmfao 😂 very disrespectful how my own kind have mistreated me. I very sad that this person at work run her mouth to that supervisor with homewrecker causing unnecessary personal problems. Should of listen to the red flags. Honestly when I went to Patton high the group of all Asian women give me stuck up look like very evil and like I don’t like her look. I’m like tf they copied me with bangs & shit and then give me evil stares only 3 of them were kind to me but the other 5 was blah at me.the one at freedom are more kind and open. There was 6 who were 2 face and all hated each other but I kept my distance. Especially the one name Shia who bullied me since 6th grade or so, about my weight, nose and thigh. It was very awful 😢 to have a fake friend like that with her twin. I’m very happy I cut all of them off. If you did care for me you would do something to help me not see me break to my death. I don’t care for jewelry, diamonds or money. Luxury things because when you dddie you can’t bring it in the afterlife. Kindness from strangers save my life. Evil wicked people who get what they sow.
2025-01-05 07:43:12 +0000 UTC View PostSigh I do bundle mix of past stuff!
Sigh I do bundle mix of past stuff!
2025-01-05 04:46:39 +0000 UTC View PostI can’t walk at all they won’t give me a wheelchair sigh 😔 I..
I can’t walk at all they won’t give me a wheelchair sigh 😔 I’m stress out
2025-01-04 03:12:43 +0000 UTC View PostI was forccc3 to go to this preppy school call Patton High S..
I was forccc3 to go to this preppy school call Patton High School. It was awful because no one cared if I was sad, depressed there. Self harm was greater and my brother was kick out of there due to having emo hair and stuff. My lawyer aunt pressure the principal and so forth to have him in school due to racism discrimination. No one was his friend. He act weird because of my mother. She put the ideal in his head to not talk to anyone about this family and to stay quiet and be a good boy. That for me I’m a big mouth and don’t listen. She was the biggest b!tvh/ bully in my life and the people with money act like her. This time I refused to give up and let everyone get away with harming me. He was evil he hurrt me. Meaning he hit me with big hammer, stick, rub my booty, drag me around leaving a red mark on my neck. Some white people in wjms bullied him. Put him trashcan, call him poor, and knock him down the hill. He was a stupid cry baby. (Puusssy). Very evil and do things to me not to his bullies. He was the only one to ask forgiveness. Meaning he sorry. He sorry for harming me. While others keep tormenting me. The worst years in my life was 6th grade, 12th grade 2020-now. I realize my mother was very self centered and Abbusive. Many people are happy I didn’t turn out like her. Ran away from high school to married a thug. Then get pregnant at 18 living off of his family. Claiming that his family was evil toward her so she ran away from Cali and go to Nc where my grandparents finally settle there like forever. Learn to not make the same mistakes like her. Not to get pregnant in high school. Make a dream to get a career. To move out and be stable. Healthcare I did nursing school. I hate it because people can be so cruel and lazy in healthcare. There was nurses who didn’t care about the patient and just there for the money. They just document and hand out medicine. Cna do the dirty work wipe the booty and help them physical intense. It made me depressed how judgmental and mean people are in healthcare make fun of my size and who I am and don’t take me seriously all that hard work was wasted. I was the youngest in my class. 18 in nursing program while everyone was older. I thought about van life during that year but I was scared. Scared that my car would break down and so forth. 2020 no one told me good credit can get you almost everything. I took out a loan on 2019 dodge caravan. Realized I did choose the right car except for the window on the roof. I need that for fan or look at the star at night. I saw this girl did it on YouTube she say she did it because she barely sleep in the apartment and just shower. She spend most of her time working a lot. She waste 1k on a place where she barely enjoy it so she bought old ass van. I have no regret in van life. It save my life and get medication from other states due to medical malpractice. My only regret was being to kind to the people at work. I give birthday gifts to them. In the end they cause my injuries. I can’t believe at my lowest they try so hard to used me for things still or make vile comments about me. I have to live even though I don’t want to. Because many people die everything from medical malpractice, work injuries, injuries from big companies, government and so forth. It cruel to realize how capitalism is the most problem all over the world.
2024-12-30 04:18:24 +0000 UTC View PostThey damage my arm and now my right foot is in pain. Crying ..
They damage my arm and now my right foot is in pain. Crying 😭 I can’t walk well with my left leg. Stressor. Give me 5 days before I make another trip. Crying 😭 pray to at least walk better. Can’t drive much 😭😭😭
2024-12-26 22:46:41 +0000 UTC View PostSigh I fell downstairs because I couldn’t handle their dhitt..
Sigh I fell downstairs because I couldn’t handle their dhitty behavior. It been awful and seeing the cats sad made me sad too. To be trapped downstairs hungry is awful! Dumb@$$$ dog who bark every day & don’t do shit like his ex. Break my heart is dumb pitbull bite the cat. I was crying how she bleeded n cry in pain too. Bad news I collapsed due to my neurological issues and land on my right foot. In severe pain. 😭😭😭😭 now I’m limping
2024-12-26 09:59:07 +0000 UTC View PostCheap boobies video sorry been struggling upset ugh 😣
Cheap boobies video sorry been struggling upset ugh 😣
https://youtu.be/fO8F7lDhbAM?si=Au2SO_d2qnvpDII7
https://youtu.be/fO8F7lDhbAM?si=Au2SO_d2qnvpDII7
