

I woke up to a happy dream for once. I used to work at McDonald and saw old managers. It was weird because I haven’t seen them forever or talk to them. Strange dream. Drive through they give me a cake and celebrate my birthday. 🎂 it was a stitch design on. It was weird and they put random Asian guy worker his name that I never knew in real life. To say it from it. They put my real adoptive name. Crystal V. Instead of my real birth last name with the c. I wasn’t crazy for stitch because I think he look like a weird blue alien. I like that quote Lilo: "'Ohana" means "family." "Family" means "no one gets left behind." But if you want to leave, you can. I'll remember you though. I guess I been under appreciated lately and sense of happiness when I woke up sigh. Then I remember Abby & Alison of how their mom enable her son abuse just like my mother and brother. I have to save them because Abby love Leo and stitch and I thrift shop for stitch for her. She has mini collection of it. Repeat trauma and learn lessson to make it different. They say the same thing when I leave forever they miss me. Sigh 😔 I guess because I been so depressed and used up. That simple birthday cake made me happy I guess because my managers always appreciate me. Sadly the ones who cause my injuries never did. 🥺🥺 Out of the whole workplace that supervise and human resource Aunt love to protect lazy unethical white/asian people.
Yes stitch has no family but Leo adopted him as family. Remind me of my friends they created hello kitty birthday cake for me and hello kitty stuff for my birthday. 🎂 Even if we drift away from toxicness of their personality. I understand that they were depresss and need to grow. Life is difficult. They did help me but they need mental help and support. It hard to live a life with lot of struggle and stress.